MY JOurnal

One 16 year-old boy Michael, and a 16 year-old girlfriend, Sarah, fell deeply in love since the very first day they met.
They both lived in California but the girl had just moved there a year ago but fell for him so fast.
Michael played on her dad's football team.
He was the best player on the team and her dad saw him as a son of his own.
Sarah was a cheerleader on the team and had everything she ever wanted.
Until one day... her life crashed.

Mom: Wake up honey. Michael's downstairs waiting for you.
Sarah: Oh my gosh. I woke up too late! I still need a shower and everything!

Right when she said that Michael walked into her room smiling from ear to ear.

Michael: No baby. You're beautiful just like that- now come on, I'm starving.
Sarah: Okay.

Sarah got out of bed, put on some clothes, took his hand, and walked out the door to his car and got in.

Sarah: Where are we going? Remember that I have to be home by 1. I have cheerleading practice and you have football.
Michael: I know..

Then Sarah noticed that Michael was really pale-looking.

Sarah: Michael are you feeling okay? You look like you're sick..
Michael: Yeah; it's just my allergies.
Sarah: Are you sure? Did you go to the doctor yet?
Michael: Yeah.. I went yesterday. They just said to take some allergy pills and that I'll be okay.

Sarah turned to look away from Michael.
She knew there was something wrong.
She has allergies and she doesn't look like that.
Then he reached out and held her hand.

Sarah: Michael your hands are so cold. I dont think you're okay tell me what's really wrong.. do we need to go back to the house?
Michael: I promise you baby; everything is okay.. they told me to go back tomorrow but I'm not going because there's nothing wrong with me.
Sarah: Michael you need to go! If they told you to then there is something wrong!

Michael let go of her hand and turned back to the road and didn't talk to her the rest of the way.
Sarah just looked at him.
They finally pullled up to the resturaunt and ate breakfast.

Michael: Did you bring your cheerleading stuff or do we have to go back to your house to get it?
Sarah: I have it.. do you really think you should go to football practice like that ?
Michael: Yes Sarah. I'm fine.
Sarah: If you say so..
Michael: Sarah, baby, would I lie to you?
Sarah: No...

They got back in the car and went to the field.
They got out and started practice.
Sarah was practicing a new cheer, but then out of no where she heard a boy yell,

"HE'S NOT MOVING SOMEONE CALL 911! HELP COACH!"

Right when she heard that she turned around and saw Michael on the ground just laying there, not moving.
She ran to him but her dad pushed her back.

Dad: No honey. You shouldn't be right here.

Sarah started to cry.

Sarah: Daddy. What happened? Is he okay?
Dad: Honey. Please just go back with your coach.

Sarah walked back and sat on the bench with her head in her hands while an ambulance came and took him away.
She got in the car with her dad and they went to the hospital.
When they got there his mom was already there and talking to the doctor.
They walked over and listened...

Doctor: You may want to sit down for this.
Michaels Mom: Is he okay?
Doctor: Ma'am.. your son has lukiemia. We can put him on treatments, but he might not make it because the cancer has already spread too much.

Sarah was shocked and began to cry on here dads shoulder.

Michaels Mom: Treatments?
Doctor: Well the treatments would cause hair loss... but it will help slow the cancer down.
Michaels Mom: But he's certain to die?
Doctor: Yes.. but we have had this surgery to clear out the clogs.. but it's possible that he will not make it.
Michaels Mom: I will have to talk to him about this. Can we see him now?
Doctor: Yes. One at a time though.

Michaels mom looked over at Sarah and hugged her tight she knew that Sarah loved him with all her heart.

Michaels Mom: You go first sweetheart.
Sarah: Are you sure?
Michael's Mom: Yes honey.

Sarah walked slowly to his room and turned the knob.
She just stood there, looking at him lying there weak.
He was so pale and he had tubes surrounding him.
It was painful for her to look at him.
Michael looked at her and weakly smiled at her.
She went over and kneeled down beside him.

Michael: Did they already tell you?
Sarah: Yes...
Michael: I'm sorry Sarah. I didn't want you to find out like this.
Sarah: It's okay; I understand Michael.
Michael: Baby I love you so much.

Michael reached up and slowly ran his fingers through her hair.

Sarah: I love you too Michael. With all my heart.. and I will be here for you 'till the end.
Michael: Im going to be okay Sarah.

The nurse walked in with Michaels mom.

Nurse: Its her turn now.

Michael looked at Sarah.

Michael: Bye baby.
Sarah: Bye.

Sarah kneeled down and softly kissed his cold lips.

Months went by and Michael lost his hair, but they were still deeply in love and Sarah was by him everyday.
Michael was getting worse to where he couldn't even play football, and the championship game was coming up.

Michael was sitting on Sarah's porch with her and her dad.

Michael: Coach.. I wanna play tomorrow.
Dad: Michael I know you do.. but I can't let you do that.. you'll get hurt.
Michael: No, coach. Please. This might be the last time on the field for me. I want to be able to play one more time.

Dad looked at Michael and then at Sarah.
Sarah nodded her head.

Dad: You're a strong boy, Michael, and very brave. I think we can do this.
Michael: Thank you so much coach.

Sarahs dad nodded his head.

Dad: So what are you two doing tonight?
Michael: I wanna show Sarah something if that's okay.
Dad: Of course; you two be careful.

Michael took Sarah's hand and lead her to his car.
It was completely dark outside when they pulled up to the football field.

Sarah: What are we doing here?
Michael: Follow me.

Michael grabbed a blanket and laid it down onto the field.
They both laid there looking at the stars.

Sarah: This is so beautiful.
Michael: I do this often. I wanted to show you the place I love.
Sarah: Do you remember the flowers you gave me on our very first date?
Michael: Sure I do; I gave you lillies; your favorite.
Sarah: Yeah... I'll never forget that day.
Michael: I want you to always remember something Sarah.
Sarah: What is it?
Michael: I will always be with you.. and I will always love you.. you're my one and only..

Sarah started tearing.

Sarah: I love you so much, Michael.
Michael: And I also want you to be happy.. I want you to marry someone, have kids, make a family, just live a happy life for me.
Sarah: No. I will never marry anyone.. im marrying you Michael
Michael: Just don't forget what I told you.

Michael leaned in and kissed her.
She pushed him off and jumped up

Sarah: You still think you can catch me?
Michael: Oh yeah. I'm stronger than I look.
Sarah: Then come get me.

Michael stood up and chaised her around the football feild until he finally caught her.
He laid on top of her and put her hands behind her back and held her there so she couldn't move.
Then it started to rain and they were getting soaked but they didn't care.

Michael looked deep into her eyes.

Michael: Who's the weak one now huh?
Sarah: Me (she giggled)
Michael: Remember what you told me that night when we were at dinner?
Sarah: No.. what?
Michael: You have always wanted to kiss in the rain with the one you love.
Sarah: Yeah?
Michael: Well your wish is my comand.

Michael leaned down and kissed her deeply.
He pulled away.

Michael: You're so beautiful.
Sarah: You're such a good kisser. (she laughed.. so did he)
Michael: I better get you home.

They got into the car and went home.
It was hard for them to sleep that night but they did.
It was finally the big day and they were all at the football field.
Michael had on all his football gear, and Sarah was ready to cheer him on.
The game began.
The crowd was going wild for Michael while Sarah was cheering her heart out for him.
The score was 36 to 36.
All they had to do was make one more point and they would win.
Michael had the ball and ran with all he had to the touchdown line and threw the ball down.
He had made a touch down!
Everyone was cheering.
They had won the game!
But for Michael.. he may have lost his life.
He fell to the ground trying to catch his breath.
Sarah ran to him and kneeled down over him.
He looked up at her gasping for breath.
Everyone was heading to field.
Her dad stood infront of them.

Dad: Back away.. give them a moment please.. that's my daughter's love.

Michael gently raised his hand and whiped her tears away.

Sarah: Don't die Michael.. I need you.. I love you..
Michael: I told you this was my dream to win the championship.. to be in the big game.. to die on this feild.. I made history.

Sarah leaned down and kissed him, knowing this was the last she would ever kiss him, the last time she would ever talk to him.
She had so much to say but had no time to say it.

Michael: I love you baby. Tell Mom I love her too.. and tell coach thank you.
Sarah: I love you Michael. I love you so much.
Michael: I'll wait for you.....

Michael's hand dropped and he let go.
He died that night on the football feild.
Sarah cried for 2 months straight.
Sarah was lying on her bed when her dad walked in.

Dad: Honey, it's been 2 months. Please get up. He would want you to have fun and be happy.
Sarah: I know..
Dad: Guess what.
Sarah: What?
Dad: They are building a new stadium. Isn't that great honey? Come on, I want you to come with me before they tear the old one down.

Sarah got up and went with her dad to the field.
They climbed to the top of the bleachers and looked down.

Sarah: It's like it was just yesterday. He was out there throwing the football, making that touchdown.

Her dad wrapped his arms around her and she began to cry.

Dad: I know baby., I know.

Then Sarah noticed something on the feild.

Sarah: Whats that daddy? Look. (Sarah pointed to the field)
Dad: Look like some flowers are blooming.
Sarah: Oh my gosh, daddy! Stop them! Don't let them tear this down! Please! Michael planted me something.

Her dad ran down there and stopped them.
Weeks later the flowers had bloomed.
Her and her dad went to look at them.
They were lillies that left a message saying, "I Love You".

If you have any heart at all and love someone this much repost this.
(also if you cried)

1. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME: (first pet and current street name)
- Bones Street

2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (grandfather/grandmother on your moms side, your favorite candy)
- Emilana Chocolate

3. YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME: (first initial of first name, first two or three letters of your middle name)
- A-ama

4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal)
- Purple Dog

5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born)
- Amanda Miami


6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name, first 2 letters of mom's maiden name and first 3 letters of the town you grew up in.
- Lararigamia

7. Terrorist Name: (middle name spelled backwards, your mom's maiden name spelled backwards)
- Adnama Aicrag


8. SUPERHERO NAME: ("The", your favorite color, favorite drink)
- The Purple Strawberry/Banana Smoothie

omg a lot has happened since the last time that i wrote here..well..im here in sarasota..having no life..on teh computer..waiting for my sister to come down so i can go back down to the beach..its great here man..the sand is soo white and soft and omg its awsome..well i decided to copy and paste this from fiorella...


Three Years Ago
How old were you?: 13

Where did you go to school?: KCS

Where did you work?: I didn't

Where did you live?: Miami, FL

How was your hair style?: about the same length as now, straight

Did you wear braces?: no

Did you wear glasses?: no

Who was your best friend in school? Cristy and Fiorella

Who was your boyfriend/girlfriend: No one

Who was your celebrity crush?: Leonardo DiCaprio

Who was your regular-person crush?: lol Crity and Fiorella knows

How many tattoos did you have?: none

How many piercings did you have?: one in each ear

What car did you drive?: I was 13 i didnt drive

What was your favorite band/group?: i didnt really have a favorite band

What was your worst fear?: not sure

Had you smoked a cigarette yet?: no

Had you gotten drunk/high yet?: no

Had you driven yet?: no

Had your heart broken?: no

Had broken someones heart?: i dont thinks so


NOW
How old are you?: 16

Where do you go to school?: MCS

Where do you work?: I still don't

Where do you live?: Miami, FL

How is your hair style?: long, straight, sometimes curley, layers

Do you have braces?: Invisalign

Do you wear glasses?: no

Who is your best friend in school?: Fiorella

Still talk to any of your old friends? Cristy

Who is you bf/gf?: Mr. Christopher Acosta

Who is your celebrity crush?: now..i donno really

Who is your regular-person crush: Chris??..thats why hes mine..

How many piercings HAVE you had?: I still just have one in each ear

How many tattoos?: none

What kind of car do you have?: 2006 Kia Sportage

What is your favorite singer/group?: no favorites

What is your biggest fear?: having no future

Have you smoked a cigarette yet?: 2nd hand smoke

Have you gotten drunk or high?: no

Has your heart been broken?: no

Have you broken someones heart?: not that i know of

[[[PAST]]]


[First grade teacher's name:] Mrs. Mederos
[Last word you said:] I LOVE YOU
[Last song you sang:] I dont remember
[Last person you hugged:] Chris
[Last thing you laughed at:] My dad
[Last time you said I don’t fucking remember:] he he he
[Last time you cried:] yesterday


[[[PRESENT]]]


[What's in your CD player:] dont feel like checking
[What color socks are you wearing:] white
[What's under your bed:] nothing
[What time did you wake up today:] 6:15
[Current taste:] blueberry push-pop
[Current hair:] ponytail
[Current clothes:] red polo schoo shirt, pj shorts, sneakers
[Current annoyance:] stupid tv
[Current longing:] dinner
[Current desktop picture:] Chris and me
[Current worry:] school homework
[Current hate:] do i have to say.....?
[Current favorite article of clothing:] my pj shorts
[Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex:] the belly, eyes
[Last CD that you listened to:]im not checking
[Favorite place to be:] anywhere with food
[Least favorite place:] anywhere where im by myself
[Time you wake up in the morning:] school days - 6:15. weekends - between 10:00 and 11:30.
[If you could play an instrument, what would it be:] never thought of it..i donno
[Favorite color:] PURPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[Do you believe in an afterlife:] hm i donno
[How tall are you?] almost 5' 6
[Current favorite word/saying:] hmm
[Favorite book:] book..means reading...reading it has to be real good
[Favorite season:] summer
[One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to:] not really sure
[Favorite day(s):] Friday and Saturday


[[[FUTURE]]]


[Where do you want to go:] out of the US
[What is your career going to be like:] not sure yet
[How many kids do you want:] 3. 2 boys and a girl
[What kind of car will you have:] hmm i donno thats funny...lol


[[[HAVE YOU EVER...]]]


[Said "I love you" and meant it:] oh yeah
[Gotten in a fight w/your dog/cat/bird/fish, etc:] acutally ha ha yes..with my dogs
[Been to New York?] yes

[Been to Florida?: ] no duh!
[San Diego, Cali?: ] nope
[Hawaii?: ] no
[Mexico?: ] no
[China?] no
[Canada?] no
[Danced naked?: ] should i answer????
[Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day:] funny yes it has
[Wanted to be with the opposite sex:] what do you think?? of course!
lHad an imaginary friend?] every kid does...i think i did...i dont remember :(

well lately i have been really busy...the beach, shopping, hanging with cristy and chris...

sad to admit but school starts monday...:(

to chris:
i went shopping today and DID NOT buy a tank top or even wear one to the mall...there are u happy lol

gonna have to babysit tomorrow for fiorella's lil brother and sister and i get to sleep over too so that's cool...

might get together w/chris and cristy tomorrow...hmmm we'll see

that's pretty much it...bye

What would you do if...
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:


And...
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15]Have you ever hurt me?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now? <
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Have you ever been mad at me?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[31] What, when you hear it, reminds you of me?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

 31 things guys should know about girls.
1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house...they run around in their underwear just like we do.
2. Don't cheat on them. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud.
3. Beware of every single male relatives and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your butt at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat.
4. Never miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful.
5. Don't refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous.
6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it.
7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms.
8. If you don't sleep with them, do not tell your friends that you did.
--8.5. If you DO sleep with them, don't tell your friends that you did.
9. You can be dirty minded in private, really...most of them are not offended by it...
10. Not all of them eat like birds, a lot of them can eat like whales.
11. Most of them don't mind paying half of everything, but they do discuss these things with their friends. Realize that if you make your girlfriend pay half all the time, everyone will know about it and your friends will know you're a pussy.
--11.5. Do you honestly need all your money that much? Be a man, pay all the time!
12. Every girl should eventually get three things from her boyfriend- a stuffed animal, one of his sweatshirts, and a really pretty ring. Even if it's not a serious relationship.
13. Make sure she gets home safely as often as you can. If you're dropping her off, walk her to the door. If you aren't dropping her off, call to be sure she's home safely.
14. If a guy is bothering her, it is your right to kick the crap out of him.
15. If you're talking to a female friend of yours, pull your girlfriend closer.
16. Never, ever slap her, even if it's just in a joking way. Even if she swats you first, and says, "Oh, you're so dumb" or something, never make any gestures back.
17. Go to a chick flick once in a while. She doesn't care whether you enjoy it or not, it just matters that you went.
18. You're dead meat if you can't get along with their pets, parents and best friends. Be prince charming to their friends, Mr. Polite to their parents, and make sure to be nice to their animals.
19. Don't flirt with their moms or friends...that's just freaky.
20. Don't be freaked out by PMS. It's not gross, and it really does make them feel like crap, so be understanding.
21. If you don't like the way they drive, you do it.
22. If you're officially dating, and you're introducing her to your friends, you'd better damn well introduce her as your girlfriend.
23. Don't stress where you go for every date. They really only want to be with you.
24. If they complain that something hurts, rub it for them without being asked.
25. Girls are fragile. Even if you're play fighting/wrestling, be very gentle.
26. Memorize their birthdays. You forget her birthday and you're basically screwed for life.
27. Don't marinade the cologne.
28. Don't give her something stupid for her birthday or Christmas or Valentine's day. It doesn't have to be expensive, but it has to be meaningful. Jewelry is always nice.
29. If you think the relationship isn't going to last, don't wait to find out. It will only hurt you more if you draw it out.
30. After you've been dating for a while, realize that they really have started to trust you. When you have a girlfriend who truly trusts you, you have a lot more responsibility, privilege and control than you would think. Be careful with it, most guys would kill for that kind of power, and it can be lost in a nanosecond.
31.Don't ever do anything wrong (well not anything). girls remember things for life and anything you did wrong will be used against you in the future.

heyy!!
well, cristy is here w/me and we were taking random pix. update l8er!

Well the race was awsome. If you ever get the chance to go to Daytona go. I had pit passes. Just so you know you go to pit road and to the garages and look at the cars and meet the drivers. But you had to be 18 or older and my dad didn't want to break the law. Anyway you had to be dressed in business wear. So there was a cute old couple who were going to the race dressed in business wear. SO we asked them if they were going to the race and they said no so we told them they were then going to go. So we got to the track at 9ish and the race was supposed to start at 8 but there was a 1 1/2 hour rain delay so it started at 10:30. We then left the track at 2:30 and got back to the hotel at 4:30. But by the time I took a shower it was like 5. over all it was a great race weekend.